Anyway…I found this blog through a search on Google. I’m fighting to get a proper diagnose and I’ve recently been through surgeries with complications that made things worse. To remove a gallbladder can get rather complicated.
As for relaxation I use a form of breathing meditation. It’s a very simple kind of it that have been born from what used to be the “real” kind of meditation in the past.

Unfortunately the pain prevents me from the deep kind of meditation, so this will have to do.

And I would love a bunch of those butlers..